Start of Mrs. Spaulding:)

Ah, hello again, life returns a few months later....."i run to you" reminds me of how my life will be once I am Mrs. Spaulding. he may not always be here but he's always here for me and thats why i love him so dearly. It will be about three weeks away this weekend.. that is sooo fast and I'm so ready!:) I am soo ready to be married to this man. I have given him my all and if we can turn this world around then it will be sooo worth it. I don't ever want to lose this man to anything or anyone- jealous old me knew that one. His parents are already mine and treat me as such, this life is making us learn and be thankful for what we have... we both needed that. I am anxiously awaiting my finished dress from alterations on Sept 4th.- so excited:) ahhh! We have decided not to have a rehearsal dinner, we can't afford it, no biggie, just dinner:/ oh well. But I'm ecstatic to marry him and do this all as traditionally as I can, which means maybe just staying away from him the night before:) His mom is doing flowers and church decorations and I'm sure it will be beautiful!:) Pastor Pete is great and will be a great mediator to our wedding, our voice to God.