baby?

What is wrong with me? I just got married, I'm happy and having the time of my life being a wife- doing as I should, but still something feels missing... a baby. Sean and I have talked and no matter how many times we do, its always the same, i agree and disagree about providing the best for our child to come, but im so anxious and it seriously gets me so depressed and upset most of the time. i'm sitting up right now not even in bed with my husband where i should be because this bothers me so much. after a conversation with my mom today about kids and waiting longer, shes on his page and im just not. but of course i want to be smart but waiting really super sucks. it always seems i get one thing then want the next. man oh man im really bummed on the verge of tears.... i know it'll be great when it happens i just wish it were able to be sooner than later...... we dont get what i want....:( tear* ttyl i guess:/
nora s wifey~