Blah- this feels kinda shitty, to try to reach out to someone, in this case, an ex. And seriously get nothing back for no reason, I don't get it, I'm married-it'd take the pressure off, right? UGHHHH its so frustrating. all i want is to be friends and i can't even get that, doubtful if it'll ever happen. but i have to remember to cherish what i have now- not then. he saved me, he loves me, we're all each other has...
i just miss the memories and the pictures and the friend i once had.:( i love that letter and the song, makes me feel really wanted again, it just feels old and different... makes me wanna cry but i can't and i feel like i can't talk to Sean about it, because its an ex situation.... gosh i hate this. i hope Amanda turns him around. I'd really like if that happened.
- but don't we all know, nothing is perfect, not even in "fairy-tales"....................
mood: bummed and sad, reminiscing... BLAH!
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i just miss the memories and the pictures and the friend i once had.:( i love that letter and the song, makes me feel really wanted again, it just feels old and different... makes me wanna cry but i can't and i feel like i can't talk to Sean about it, because its an ex situation.... gosh i hate this. i hope Amanda turns him around. I'd really like if that happened.
- but don't we all know, nothing is perfect, not even in "fairy-tales"....................
mood: bummed and sad, reminiscing... BLAH!
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